Showing posts with label creative writings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label creative writings. Show all posts

Friday, February 12, 2010

Let My People Go.


 When the waters came we were sitting,
On your dry front porch,
Watching the remaining embers of the greedy fire-swept city,
Die away;
The columns of smoke turned white as the poisonous, salty, and chilling tide blanketed the coals of what use to be a bright and busy boardwalk,
Full of blissful people;
Our view from your faithful home,
Perched atop the capitalized mountain of melted houses now dressed in gray,
Was perfect;
We could soak it in, the reality of what was coming,
Everything,
Even the crisp cutting cry of the ocean bending and breaking the iron arms of the baseball stadium hit our home.


And there we sat,
You on your piano bench, gently, like a mother,
Softly caressing the ivory keys of that poor puling piano,
While my callused fingers bled emotion through the heartstrings of my frowning guitar;
And you sang!
Oh your sweet liberated vocal chords announced to the earth,
That we were all that was left.


And your voice guided the waters to us,
Giving birth, like a virgin, to our own Nile River;
And when it cradled the wail of an abandoned infant in a 4000 year old woven basket to our port,
You smiled,
And waded through the polluted muddy water,
Past the sailing washing machines and anchored minivans,
To the middle of our dead and silent street,
Where the Egyptian package met you;
And as you spread your arms out to catch the floating treasure,
The wind blew through your wingspan,
Up to your pitch-black star bright hair,
And brushed it out of your green eyes,
Revealing the smile you were hiding;
The smile I had never seen before,
A smile that assured me,
Everything was gone,
But not to worry, we wouldn’t be left behind,


Soon, we’d be gone.


So you opened the dull brown basket,
Your pale skinny fingers almost snapping under the weight, but had enough strength,
No more,
No less,
And out shot a hand, stolen of its staff,
A small wrinkly hand, amidst the blowing ash and calm water.


It took hold of your finger,
Like a child does a balloon,
A yellow one;
And your smile grew faint,
While you tucked in this infant,
This lost cause,
This baby moses;
You wrapped him in swaddling clothes,
The ocean mist perfumed him with frankincense and myrrh,
And you let your draped hair cover your tired face as your back bent to kiss our baby moses on the forehead;
Such a brave kiss!
Quick and painless, without hesitation,
And you made sure he was snug and warm,
And replaced and secured the intricate woven dome of the wicker basket over him;
Then you pushed him away from his yellow balloon,
Into the rising waters,
Just like Yocheved must’ve done.


And you turned,
Without a cowardly second glance back at the biblical baby;
And you waded; waste deep, back to our musical messengers and me,
And there we sat,
Sending musical messages from that dim front porch;
Even as the waters came,
To the level of your accepting keys;
Even as the waters came,
To the level of our necks and washed against the ash that caked our empty faces and aged us through the years until our hair,
Was as thin and white as Abraham’s;
Even as we took deep deep breathes,
In the cold jealous water,
It came.


And there we sat,
On your wet front porch, letting go to all we ever thought we knew;
Providing the elevator music to whichever direction we were headed,
Up or Down.

Monday, February 8, 2010

Vocables

Today was a slow day,
not slow-core but slow shoes,
and not shoe-gazin' but hazy daydreamin'.
today was postponed but i was not alone,
and the lonely guitars screamed, but,
it was not screamo,
the vibrations commanded the rocks to sing out in his name,
but the pedals pushed out a post-rock praise and revealed a silent shame.

Today was the same as yesterday was tomorrow,
cause the melody will never change,
for it is a spiritual magic marker,
a permanent press, an inhalant imprint on the solvent soul,
an irreversible aspiration of brain cells disappearin'
from the consensual.

From the normal heart beat beat beat level of consciousness,
every beat beat beat is an essential part to human existence.
the sole of our bare tribal muddy feet will try to tap it out,
it will go and go and go and go until you've
Painted your Face with Fruity Flesh and Feather Paste
and joined the natives dancing ritual.
it will stomp and clap, scat and rap, it will mumble and hum,
it will become,
an overtone song, a throat chanting mantra,
it will never be done.

Because everyday is all that was which is,
a shaman's journey through a DMT accessed dimensional bliss.
a wave of sound, trough to crest, that reconnects every tribesman and tribeswoman,
to the whole,
we all share the same soul.
lost in our physical food, our material jail cell,
our minds are robbed of bail, and our bodies accept what society sells,
our malnourished bodies accept that hell.

We are not transcendent beings, no,
we have forgotten,
we accept only what we think we can control,
but this is not reality,
we have forgotten,
that we are all musical.

Jordman

Saturday, January 17, 2009


So i haven't written anything for a while, but ive been busy.
 new semester starts monday! YEAH! happy about that. working 
on music, the Vietnam ep and another ep, about other stuff,
 i dont know. hopefully be done around february.....
hopefully.

Here is one of the most favorite things i have ever written,
 its about my trip to vietnam, and how i felt afterwards, 
someday it will be a song.

Blind

tell me how the resting sun looks so serene,
skip the description, not another comforting scene,
because the star escapes, and i lie awake,
while I'm sleeping,

tell me how the clouds choreograph a dance,
pink flurries ballet with the flaming sky,
a pirouetting dream, not as exciting, 
as the last citrus glow, 
that stabbed the milky marsh mellows,

take a picture, capture suspended time,
remember with a reminding sigh,
pick a lonely wall to decorate,
make sure there's no forgetting,
that dawn is the same as the sun setting,

focus on the creeping shadows,
stretching the the rolling hills and softening the cliffs,
they try to enhance the innocence and,
give truth a chance,

tell me how its time for the darkness to bleed,
into our town so we can satisfy our need,
to be revived and after we close our eyes,
but the sun isn't off, i weep under my sheets,
an 11 hour difference and i want to curl up and die,

close your eye lids and think,
about the famous bright blink,
was it something like magic or just,
another dull shade of green,
is it time to awake or is it the sun setting,

try to understand what the setting sun can do,
as it falls from the sky revealing guilt,
i hope it reminds as it burns you,
      as it burns you,
      as it burns truth,

i wish you could see, i wish you could understand,

      as it burns you,
      as it burns you,
      as it burns truth,

see the orange sink to the bottom of the tree,
leaves rustle was it gravity,
that plucked it from its hanging branch,
for all the world to see,
is it the dawn or is it the sun setting?

later
Jordman

Monday, November 10, 2008

Clean up on isle 5!

i saw her at the shopping market
something like the grocery outlet
she said what a nice smile you have
and i replied "paper or plastic?"

cause its paper or plastic, baby

come on and take a pick, not too fast
cause i got to bag it,
paper or plastic
before you leave through the sliding glass!

the shopping kart rolls with a squeak in the wheel
i see her over there can i contain what i feel?
with her mind up there on the shelf
did she look at me or was it something else?


Ohhhhh, her organization skills, they do impress,
i bet she categorizes her grocery list
hey! one last thing to cross out!

i think its about time you confess.....

cause its paper or plastic, baby

come on and take a pick, not too fast
cause i got to bag it,
paper or plastic

before you leave through the sliding glass


shes so sweet like the strawberries in her kart
the way she pushes it, its like a work of art
like 2 peas in a pod , i dont want to part

oh, did she just pack a toaster? please pack my heart,

price check! i need to know....
price check! i need to know....what it costs

price check! come on scan, this is no game
price check! i need to know.... price check!
i need to know....what it costs to know your name...


and, id bet its quite a deal
cause this aint no smiths darling,
no
with a rainbow logo,
you can bet our price is just

we got bargains on brands you can trust

cause its paper or plastic, baby
come on and take a pick, not too fast

cause i got to bag it,
paper or plastic

before you leave through the sliding glass

Ohhhhh, her organization skills, they do impress,
i bet she categorizes her grocery list
hey! one last thing to cross out!
i think its about time you confess.....

and shes walking up to me
suddenly i feel weak at the knees
oh, those big beautiful eyes,
theyre nothing less....

words spill out like honey,
i shouldnt have been surprised.....
when she said,
"hey, i broke a jar a pickles back there on aisle 5, its a big mess, thanks"


oh i shouldve known my hope wasnt any higher than the intercom noise.

a girl like her? a guy like me? im just a bag boy...........................

Friday, October 10, 2008

brilliant red fading orange dull brown

this song is a sequal, cause i believe there should be sequals to songs like sequals to movies. the first song was ol' standbye, about the summer sun.

i remember last year when you needed me
but now you have someone else to
keep out the cold, someone else to make new memories

the fat full moon would appear and we'd tag along
collect the dead summer and organize its colors, bottom to top
then we'd take a deep breathe and perform a summer bellyflop
           but now you have a new friend to carry the chapstick
           for your wind dried flaky lips

i remember swaying on our front porch, it was the start of fall
the sun cooked us and the last leaves fell
we tried to savor summer and battled out one last inning of baseball

you and buttoned up neighborhood kids broke a sweat
but ghost runners gave you a break and the brisk air
caused the game to end in a tie
         just in time to go
          watch a new beginning to our favorite tv show

                        you used to rush to me when the summer sun burned out
                        to keep you warm from the inside out
                        arms would strangle me and i'd embrace
                        your soft frost nipped face

autumn has the sun cooling down
but were not warming up
im left hanging on a brass hook
while you come and go enjoying our old traditions with a fresh friend
   but i guess, all good things, must come, to an end

                         you used to rush to me.........chorus

like the summer i have been replaced, its
by a 100%, preshrunk, amateur  jacket
       to guard you from the frigid fall

thanks for reading

jordman

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Blade of Grass

this is a song i wrote about Vietnam, about breaking down on the side of a highway during a sunset.
the front seat it post a view
of the country side and sky so golden
truth stabs the clouds  in uv rays
not even sunscreen can stop it from burning you

my mind races images as fast as scooters did
you want to cross the street, 
well just take a step out of your comfort zone
and into air so dirty and humid

cause as the sunsets it creates lights and shadows
they make everything softer and more fragile
another simple song is how i describe 
the way it makes me feel, i want to curl up and die

i remember when the belt went out
we broke down in front of a house
the old lady was breaking dirt
while the grandson gave his shovel a lean
the socialist became more social and
i crossed the street to smell the rice patties
and the sun was setting
the sun was setting
the sun was setting

cause as the sunsets it creates lights and shadows
they make everything softer and more fragile
another simple song is how i describe,
 the way it makes me feel, i want to curl up and die

im sitting here writing songs so dear to me
how no one could understand, how the sun pierced this man
broke right through, my organic tissue
i can feel it growing, it's getting faster
pray it doesnt hit the blood stream, cause then
nothing will be able to stop this spreading cancer
and the sun was setting
the sun was setting
the sun was setting

chorus

i see the old man drift off in his hammock
the barefoot boys and flower girls
and my guts cant stand it
my guts cant stand it
my guts cant stand it.....

thanks for reading. 

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

555's


I see a broken man on his crooked stick
Holding the hand of his wife that’s sick
Reach for a half empty packet
Strike a match, light up his cigarette
Faint embers eat the tobacco leaf
Smoke rises, exhale the healing nicotine

Grey gasses burn the eyes
Blind, cant see a thing around
Catch a glimpse in the mirrors and know
Empty souls, nothing but lost not found

Old veteran walks down the street
Clutching crutches that keep him free
A tool, he uses his missing limb
Arms stretched out as I pray for him
A handful of dong is his only hope
To get him a relaxing smoke

Grey gasses burn the eyes
Blind, cant see a thing around
Catch a glimpse in the mirrors and know
Empty souls, nothing but lost not found

Construction workers seem to forget
Working, so they pull out their hammocks
Watch a flood of helmets pass
Start to drift away as one asks
His friend, “ why does life feel like a pointless game?
Never mind, to hell with it, can I borrow a flame?”

Grey gasses burn the eyes
Blind, cant see a thing around
Catch a glimpse in the mirrors and know
Empty souls, nothing but lost not found
Empty souls, nothing but lost not found



i might add more to this one, not sure yet

thanks for reading

jordman

Thursday, July 31, 2008

Cua Can


lets head down to the beach
we can watch the waves wash sand from our feet
stare at the lights on the horizon
are they ships that are leaving, or just arrivin'?

lets go for a walk
we can smile and have a long talk
remember the wonderful things that happened today
the moon seems brighter and waves wash the worries away

lets go 12 hours back
remember the buss ride, remember the shacks

sweat a little and laugh
is it really time to go? i dont want that bungalow!

let me hang my feet over the edge
here in Cua Can, its water under the bridge

just 5 more minutes, please?
to soak it in before i have to leave....